You See, I Can Be Myself Now Finally In Fact There's Nothing Else I Can Be
Profile ~Bryan~, Being Caught In A Tight Decision Is Nothing. Being Caught In The Middle Of Something You Cannot Decide, Is Tiring. — Wassabi Affliations sister? Archives May 2010 June 2010 July 2010	Sunday, May 30, 2010 Throat pain like ($%#$ for 3 days already. Can't talk much. talk 3 words cough 6 times.~ Die lah!- Before i start on a super duper long post. Better to note down the Captions first. 1. Random work event. 2. Going down to JK and YD with buddy and brother. / Riding 3. Getting lost. 4. Whatever happened at YD and Buddy's house. 5. Back home sleep. 6. Feeling emo. 7. Can't Sleep. 8. Day at work, Bit fun cos of colleagues 9. Buddy's house flooded 10. Back home blogging nao 11. radio qoute. 12. King kong Review ( as promised QL! ) what else ah? wa one sub caption write 100 words. I got about 1200 Words. Sweet. Lets start. So Its sat work as usual. Blah Blah Blah> didn't kena fucked. And there's this aunty that came up to me to ask the price of this shorts, you see the tag is missing. So i didn't know what price it was, i took it and went to ask my colleague. Okay 45 Bucks. Confidently i held the shorts and walked to the aunty. I said, Its 45 dollars. The 2 aunties turn and looked at me. With the "WHAT THE FUCK" look. then i realised. "Shit~ Wrong aunty" Kept quiet and back down swiftly. Gosh what's happening to me? i couldn't focus, too much things on my mind already. XD So pai sie. There was like this awkward silence. When i told them the price. Then turn out the actual aunty was behind me, i was like. its 45!! XD Gosh~ Overall work on sat. was.Boring as usual. then at night. Cos i didn't ride my bike and it wasn't really healthy for my engine. So i wanted to just ride down to Coffee shop eat or to jalan kayu. I asked my brother. And my buddy Jasper. We suggested going at 11 plus, i'll ride down to sengkang to meet him he'll drive his van down. Then my brother was like super scared to be a pillon. He couldn't trust me, said we'll die. CORRECT! But i'll be real careful. LOL getting him to ride on my bike is like getting a baby to shut up.~ So on the road, he was like constantly, " eh go slower leh i don't want to die so fast" i was only at gear 2 loh! Outside road i was riding only at 30km/h. Lol ultra slow already considered road hogging, Lucky it was at night there wasn't really any car. So we reached sengkang And then my brother got scared. he wanted to sit on my friend's van instead. So off we went from SK to jalan kayu. Jasper drive Van like flying. I couldn't even catch up!! was at 90 And i was still such a distance from them. That night made me really whacked my engine hard in the ass. Eventually got there. Settled down. Ate. And i went to lao sai. Then went back, we decided to head down to yishun dam. Which was real close to jalan kayu. But the turns and roads is complicated. And we got lost .LoL! had to stop ( BUT DIDN"T CRY!) and asked people for directions. How professional. >.< So we were there, many people were setting up fires camping, playing badminton, watching movies on laptop. Lol it was real happening, we could see the different types and makes of vehicles, its like athey have a group and they meet out there to show off or gather. Those bikes were awsome!! Harleys!! Lol drooling. XD We were supposed to look at girls but my eyes couldn't keep off the 20 over Harleys parked by the divider. And after that We drove up and down and to yishun where we got lost again. At that road, i know i was stupid, but i whacked my engine to top around 120km. That's the max it could go. STILL i couldn't catch up with jasper. Farker drive like flying. He still can tell me he drive okay. wth. ~ i told myself 120 is the max im gonna hit my engine, Forget it! im not catching up~ But it was cold. But i wasn't scared of the cold ^^ it was more like being scared something white pop up beside the road. XD And then we went to jasper's house at sengkang, he showed off his 20 over arrowanas to us. HUGE TANK in his house. Lol . imagine 1 arrowana fetches MAX 2K bucks, He has 20 over of them. Wow. LOL! his house is a complete fish farm. I actually saw all his breeds. But for my brother, it was jaw opening. oh! right prata at jalan kayu. Text QL ask her want eat she dont want, Hao xin mei hao bao XD after taht we slacked at the table outside of jas's house. 3 guys talking LOL and playing cards. still could remember, few years back me and my brother was at each other's throat. I kill you and you kill me. And nao? share prata with him. Ride him on my bike. ( sounds sick ) Hang out together. Hahaha.. People do grow up.~ then it was like 3 plus. LOL! and i've got work the next day.~ GG rode home was shag like a dog~ my mileage increased like my heart rate when im running. my fuel drained like siao~ oh well. Couldn't sleep on my bed. had to toss and turn~ till 6 i fell asleep. Not my day. SUNDAY~ morning morning go work. Another day. Today was better i started to really talk to some senior staff. And that joy look alike? I went up to her and asked in chinese, " You got smoke one ah? " " have, how you know? " ( she looks at her pocket and she knew ) i said, " NEXT CHILL somemore. " SHe's Like " good eyes" i was like " Not bad, i got kaki already " She questioned " You got smoke one meh? " im like " I don't look like those who smoke? " She said " ya " i replied " Ya correct i don't smoke. i was shitting you " and she threw a shoe at me. oh well. Hey its a good start at least talking like that kills 3 minutes. then its back to folding clothes. I don't really like to talk to them.. Just be alone at the back use phone. And slack. Haha. oh well.. Then after work, Jasper called. Wanted to have dinner out. SURE~ And halfway at his hougang house, he gota call from his dad in sengkang. that his sengkang hosue is flooded. apparently his filter of one of his big tank leaked, And it was gushing water everywhere. I rushed him down to his house / Damn i was shocked. The water level was really at ankle. the rooms everywhere were wet. Lol luckily we didn't get electrocuted. Spend 3 hours helping him clear the water.~ soak up and all. Tiring work,. Volunteery work sial~ Im such a kind dude, always am. always will be. ^^ Then after that, Went down to the coffeeshop at my area to eat, Shagged out of course. oh well. Adventurous? not really. Nao. As promised. The king kong movie review rate it 6 out of 10. fake graphics. The Kong was stupid. Falling in love with the woman, the woman also fell in love with kong. Lol they actually both went ice skating together, Only to be suddenly shelled by the military~ cannons. and died, climbing to the highest building and falling down. lame~ oh well. But like i said, if the female lead was someone else. Lol movie sure 10/10 one! XD hahaha! and i won't be the one to save her, i'll be the one to run away with kong XD basically. Stupid show with giant spiders and worms. (juicy) then back to emo stage nao! not really emo.. okay. Whtever its boring i know. What is love? Love covers a magnitude of sins. With love we all can overlook many things. Bad things. that's why we forgive and forget ^^ oh well. tiring~ actually right nao. I am faced with a difficult decision. I don't know if i should give up or hang on and take things slow. I wanted to almost just admit everything out. Knowing that i have to face the truth, that i'll never be with you. But yea there really is 0.00001% of hope ^^ but keeping it inside, and letting a chance slip away. is a waste. that's why i almost wanted to reveal who Miss independent is. But oh well. i love suspense XD ( yea right ) Then if i reveal, you see girls they are like that, maybe immature ones you tell them you like them they dont like you, then okay, They start avoiding you like you got herpes or STD. Wtf!!! not even friends? Lol.. whatever it is, im happy with what it is nao, that our friendship is at this extent, But well.. ARGH~ i just don't know. what if i said and i don't even have a change to be friends? Lol~ and why when it comes to a break up, The girls take it easily. Like. Break break loh. Don't cherish like that. While we guys suffer and die around .~ Lol that's why i swore i'll never get someone who is younger than me even by 1 year.~ waste of tiem money and hope.~ they know shit.~ wow eyes closing already LOL tmr school. my bike's alright. polished it. haiz. Tough decision. Lol~ oh well keep it this way. anyway signing out, gotta get some sleep. come to think of it today alot of ah neh come in the shop~ thier off day or something? Lol maybe she knows maybe she don't . Doesn't matter. I just want sleep ^^ .Long post LoL~.. oh well. life feels meaningless? we live we eat we shit we die~ For me. I dont even know what step to take. im usually good at this. Oh well. thanks to my dad who's attitude give so many problems at home! make till my mom cry .shit you la dad~ Labels: Sigh~ Friday, May 28, 2010 Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. had to change blog links for somereason or another i can't seem to log in to my previous one. added a very BIG CLOWN photo of me for the fun of it. And also My god sis one. yea i bugged her to put mine so i had to put hers. THANKS AH i must resize alot X) anyway~ Today got called by sportlink and kena F deep deep. Say thier time must cater to mine, wtf. But one thing they say is true la. supervisor ask, Is it because you see so many people and only you the one doing work? in my mind i was like, you guys know it why say it out? Its good that you woman already know. But i had to stay on, i wanted to leave so desperately. Oh well. But too bad i need a job, until i can find another one. i have to stay. ARHGG! FML~ Im not sure as to what i want and need now. my bike seems okay. Needs alot of miantainence. but what about myself? i dont know =\ whee! HAAHHAH going crazy~ sick like dog. Tried talking to ben just nao one word replies to me Fine then, so much for helping you out for your friend's voting.~ Haha weather warm like hell these days. Everytime i ride to school park bike unmount, sure got fountain from my head come down one. And need to cut hair soon. So long so untidy. Like got one strand stand out sometimes. and that someone better keep yourself hydrated tmr whole day. WOrking is never a good chance for anyone to get sick , like me <:( hahah!! warm weather. Sun consumed another planet in another galaxy according to yahoo news i saw earlier. Wonder when our turn will come. XD My another friend had a broke up. Only lasted 1 month. and wanted to go die alr. stupid sia say smoke till die. I literally fucked him upside down.. i swore i saw myself at that point of moment, and my friends that casted me away too. Seems that, really. Attitude and replies does matter. Though we're all at fault. But ultimately. im still the loser. =\ First of all. FUCK STARHUB!! okay im good. HAhahah!!! Ytd night could'n't really sleep. Tossed and turn in bed for like a good 3 hours, and finally fell asleep. For some reasons my aircon doesn't seem to be air-conditioning my room, its like warming it up instead. Mom said i too happy cos the next morning can ride my phantom to school. But im not too happy about it. I don't know why. Like bike. Oh well. The bike is good. I went up to 100 to test its top speed, indeed it was 100. And my speedometer showed 200 top speed. Cheater. HAHA actually can tua the throttle one But i don't dare to speed . Not with a phantom anyway. Overall i look bleady uncle while riding that bike. I wore helmet wear and i thoguht its not loud, then around my carpark i didn't wear my helmet, And the engine sound was deafening. WoW!!!! COOL!!! EVERYONE WILL NOTICE ME ON EXPRESSWAY!! HAHAHA not to mention, I biked jasper down to the sports hall to collect racket. while going back i stall engine. WTF!! in the middle of the junction somemore, Lucky i got horned by the car in front not the back.. I still need more practise with the phantom. overall i rate myself 6 oout of 10. By tmr i want to get at least 8. Pump petrol at acaltax. Found out my tank only 5 litre plus. WTF! how small!!! one litre 35 km. i go school go home 2 times = half tank gone. But petrol cheap. hmm things to get. Top up cash card. When month end comes buy season parking. Save for oil Save for phone save for internet Save for going out Save for new foot rest Save for paintwork. and my salary? 100+ per week. great Oh well. need to learn roads. I was on my way to my bike shop and i actually dropped by kembangan . WA! not that easy to get out of that area. After the Mrt, i need to turn right a big round over the private estates in the middle to get to the other side of the road. Lucky i followed bus route XD hhahh P plate Phantom. Noob on the streets anyway. Mei Mei. Nah i mention your name here liao. dont say don't have. so. QUESTION! Does my life seems satisfied? i got a bike a job study friends. seems a perfect life~ very happy. i don't think so
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