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~Bryan~, Being Caught In A Tight Decision Is Nothing. Being Caught In The Middle Of Something You Cannot Decide, Is Tiring. — Wassabi Affliations
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Monday, July 19, 2010
it's so long.. ever since i been back here.. Tried to post more. but the strength i had, is washing away. wow. just wow. school. Sucks as usual. Quit my work at sportlink cos i hate the people there. well. fuck it. gonna either work zouk, or resort world sentosa. But since the F1 is coming im thinking that changi airport gonna have another of those thigns again. <:( LOL!! anyway. life has been looking up for me, in a sense. finding myself living alone. in a sense again. like routine every morning wake up. I find myself doing housework, as though i owe that house, or rather . as though i am living alone. Doing alot of other stuff like. boil water. erm wash the kitchen when im really early for school. Or something like what. keeping the laundry this and that WDF LOL! okay la ah. .something that i had got to do eventually. so yea SINGLE LIFE~~ =\. good and bad.. bike's holding up good. had 2 close call on road, gotta be really more careful.. dont wanna end up in a coffin. and what else i dont know. hahaha and huh.. as im blogging. my mother sitting beside me doing dont know what. looking at me like chikopek. XD hHAHAHAHA fail. anyway. i miss alot of memories. =\ friends. oh well. went alot of places X learn new things new roads. finally going for practicals . oh well .heheheh hmm Personal life!!! feeling so rejected <:( projects pile up one after another . in need of cash . oh well and some other matters. but if my friend can use 1 year to get what he wants, i don't see why i can't use 1 year, longer or shorter to gain my objective. yea i'll concentrate on that . =D suddenly im so engrossed in hey, soul sister by train. its a nice song =D i love to listen to songs like this in lectures and then block out the old hag's talking and start sketching on my sketch book. whatever that comes out will be the result of how im thinking and what im thinkin. Nothing dirty >=) ahhh... been so long since i posted and i dont knwo what to post as well. <:( sad. i find myself living in a stalemate, where moving forward and moving backwards is impossible. its like im stuck here. very routine and all. oh wel. exams coming soon gonna study and look forward to fyp. =D shall see what fyp i'l lget myself into. anyway. i have to start booking for another practical. but im very lazy <:( oh well. whatever =D. SIAN! <:( okay. =) done. and i dont know what else to blog le leh .<:( haiz... hao la. throw this in ba james blunt. you're beautiful. im gonna dechipher the meaning of the song and the reason why he sang it =D it also explains my current state. for awhile =D My life is brilliant im very smart My love is pure i never do that one before i saw an angel My house is haunted For that im sure Im very sure She smiled to me on the subway Someone's stalking me on the MRT She's with another man She's a chikopeh~ But i won't lose sleep all that cos i've got a plans My matress very the comfortable You're beautiful You're very pretty You're beautiful You're very pretty You're beautiful, im sure Im not bluffing I saw your face, In a crowded place You're also quite fat cos so many people i can still see you And i dont know what to do Cos i had no food cause i'll never be with you Im scared you'll eat me Yes she caught my eye, as we walked on by because her armpit hair was showing And she could see from my face that i was, flying high and i dont think that i'll see her again Because her armpit's hair is scary but we shared a moment that will last to the end because i nearly fainted from her fart when i walked past her One more. the reason hoobastank. Im not a perfect person I have joint eyebrows, a hunched back, 6 fingers, and my toe is crooked There's many things i wished i didn't do I wished i didn't go to prima deli to eat But i continue learning I stay back 5 years PSLE I never meant to do those things to you I shouldn't have brought you to prima deli to eat luh And so i have to say before i go My mother calling me on phone That i just want you to know ahem.. Listen uh. I found out a reason for me Because i don't like rice and kway tiaos anymore To change who i used to be I want to do a sex change A reason to start over new Im in love with Fiona Xie And the reason is you I think im like that because i ate at prima deli im sorry that i hurt you Im sorry you got food poisoning at prima deli Its soemthign i must live with everyday Because you vomitted into my shirt and the smell is still there and all the pain i put you through i passed you chilli instead of ketchup i wish that i could take it all away i wish i didn't know you in the first place and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear Listen uh, i dont want you to soak up my Shirt with your tears |
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