You See, I Can Be Myself Now Finally In Fact There's Nothing Else I Can Be
Profile ~Bryan~, Being Caught In A Tight Decision Is Nothing. Being Caught In The Middle Of Something You Cannot Decide, Is Tiring. — Wassabi Affliations sister? Archives May 2010 June 2010 July 2010	Sunday, June 20, 2010 "You'll Be In My Heart" Come stop your crying It will be all right Just take my hand Hold it tight I will protect you from all around you I will be here Don't you cry For one so small, you seem so strong My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm This bond between us Can't be broken I will be here Don't you cry 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more You'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart, always Why can't they understand the way we feel They just don't trust what they can't explain I know we're different but, deep inside us We're not that different at all And you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more Don't listen to them 'Cause what do they know We need each other, to have, to hold They'll see in time I know When destiny calls you You must be strong I may not be with you But you've got to hold on They'll see in time I know We'll show them together 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on, Now and forever more Oh, you'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be in my heart, always Always suddenly i am in love with this song by Phil Collins. LOL!! and boy he sure does look like a "phil" XD Sunday, June 13, 2010 Seriously. Hard to get. oh well. Back of my head for now Friday, June 11, 2010 They say some lives are carried through the sands of time >distorted music< sorry this isn't prince of persia? okay okay. XD Ahem. They say, a picture speaks a thousand words. (that's better) So let the pictures do the talking! Project Matt Black Very special thanks to Ed. helped me alot. sigh~~~~ somehow i wished i had that dagger with that sand. turn back time. To the time i didn't even meet somebody at all. Wednesday, June 9, 2010 Prince of persia and a broken escalator. My day gets better and better. I could have swore i felt something at the bottom of my shoe. Oh well. I didn't do it on purpose. That thing was gonna break anyway went down from nyp to bishan pek shan theng to see my granny ther.e got lost. LOL! not really . but i U turn at a place i am not suppose to U turn. Well people need to learn! XD U turn at the place where they turn right to the expressway. XD the whole place was empty. Very eerie. I wanted to Speak aloud to my grandmother in front of her photo and ash but i didn't know what stopped me from doing so. I just spoke in my mind! nevertheless i still paid a visit. yea. Next reach home lie on floor sleep. Tired. Finally finish one project but the next day one more coming up.. thanks to someone who send me his sketch so late!! chase him 1 week already.. next time project better off done alone. Oh yes. NAPFA!!! DIE! pull up-7 standing broad jump-240 sit up- dont know haven't try yet sit and reach - back breaking, not a good idea shuttle run - not a ostrich runner 2.4- confirm DIE oh well. got try got hope. So try loh. argh~ why cant i fall asleep!! gosh~ mother just came out to kaopei me. <:( oh well. and. my >slip money in bag< technic failed. backfired on me. nice move la QL! #$&^#(*&@)( XD since i got a new phone, i think i lend my godsis my LG. she's been searching for a phone long time. Good idea =) and i made a deal with my friend I teach him UGNX5, he teach me guitar.~ sweet Labels: and still i hear you say Tuesday, June 8, 2010 Lol i did not copy the prhaswe ah! anyway. had a good cup of milo and going to bed. This is life.~ Presentations almost EVERYday this week. Killing me. Warm like hell. today i think i had intestine problems LOL! i keep wanting to lao sai in school. In fact i did it 3 times today.. 3 times . nao my ass is sore. XD in way. Not kena by gay. feels as though a heavy load got off my back today after sem pro presentation. Plan so much what to say in the end turn out i've only got 4 mins. Had to skip so many. things. See logically proven Planning = failing. went down to get my bike from workshop today. asked them to repair my ignition key switch they made a new key for me instead. WTH~ but this new key yes, after turning on the engine it won't come out. Good thing. that was what i wanted. BUT~ cannot open You Tong. The fuel thingie~ Too bad loh. must use the old key~ ( brother comes in .faster space away ) went up to the rooftop carpark garden to find my parents after i got the bike,. My fuel like go down alot. actually planting and gardening really destresses a person. HYou spend time growing thousands of lives. XD Not to play plant vs zombies there lah~~ But yea i got addicted to that game quite deep. Been palying on computer XD XD XD hmmm had a little ... i dont know. Its the mind i think~ finally the good friend of mine, he learnt how to let go. no more getting head over heels and affected by the girl he USED to like. Sweet~ welcome back Joseph. but you see this type of thing is like a balance in equation. Somebody has got to take his place. But in a more. Steady way.. Somebody.. going to be 1 year soon after my grandmother pass away. 1 more month to goo.. time really flies .. going to visit her . Hm maybe i'll make it tmr ^^ how? Labels: Give or take Sunday, June 6, 2010 You make me feel so unworthy all of a sudden. Is it me or am i running from reality? -to be continued- Finally complted 80% of my sem pro slides. supposed to be dued by 12 midnight but i way pased that time, Too bad then. Send in tmr.~ finished 2 days of work. Getting sian! met Arnold my last time best friend. he changed alot. well shall not talk about it. but his GPA in shatec was like 3.3. Showoff LOL! true sometimes people they get smarter.~ and then there was this kid which i sold a small soccer ball to his father. I looked at him with a fierce look, he gimme a very confused look. When i smiled, HE SMILED BACK! Lol i never thoguht i would say this ( cos i don't really like kids ) that he is cute.~ gosh getting stressed, No family support morally. Thinking i don't have money to support my bike i mean come on, I DO AND I GOT ALOT OF IT!!! assholes~ Fuck it im pretty much on my own already. thought of some good ideas. But i don't know if i should execute them, I mean, yea its a good plan But argh~ it depends on the person as well.. EMO TIME!!! back then just nao while working. i saw this couple i swore that look ALMOST like me and vanessa last time. No grievance or whatso ever. Just that they did the exact same thing, came in together to look for rackets. Which i did too as well. and the girl was impatient. But what made me emo was something an aunty said to her child. she said " we gotta go tuition later, then after that go ah ma house " i was like.. haiz. My grandmother, Beloved grandmother left me for going to almost 1 year already.. Time past so fast. I ride down to see her sometimes at the whatever place you call it. Still missed her though. Best woman ever lived. <:( CRIES!! crap~ in our lives, People , Different people are bound to come in to change our lives be it a good or bad way. That way, we learn, and we realise who our friends really are. Like my classmate, i finally got him to open his eyes and set a decision. But me? i don't know i seem to be losing my cool. i read on a poster today while i was going back home for a break, it was this type of morale stuff. Friends are like boxes of chocolates and all. Those promotional Stickers or keychains i don't know. all i know it was last day. i went to take a look. Came across this phrase. Friends are like airline. They arrive and depart. so true actually. But why depart? you see some people are like that. They just depart from a friend for no reasons . or some lame reasons like gotta avoid him he scarees me. One find example. GIRLS~ and BOYS Boy like girl Boy tells girl Girl don't like boy. Girl don't wanna tell boy so much Girl tell boy say no. Girl start to avoid boy like he got some kinda of herpes like that ( sexually transmitted disease) Girl and boy no more being friend. Until few years later. Girl know boy got gf and boy knwo girl got GF they arrive again. get tgt as friends again.. Its stupid. seriously. Every min every sec all around us including me. We have friends like this. no idea why~ but maybe its in woman's genes. Why can't they just become like normal. even when things are admitted? if that's the case i will never want to admit if i ever liked a girl. I lose a friend. but its not ALL that connects to this one. Soeme mature ones, they don't care. They know you got the point, they know you faced the truth that you're never gonan be with them. They still be your friends. hell even best friend. HAHAAH ~ seriuosly. i feel being treated like SHIT from everywhere. That's right EVERY0f***King where. change of subject no more being emo. i am who i am. after living 19 years of my life only i realised that some people really had thier name cut out for them. For instance. my supervisor in sportlink. named lucy. Well she sure does look like a lucy to me if you ask me. Hard to explain why. But many people thier face thier personality thier sex, And thier names suits so perfectly. So many examples. But me? what about me. sometimes i wish i wasn't even borned. Im just a bit of everything. Where everything means nothing acccording to a song by christina aguileara hwo you spell. ~ Tmr back to school~ Tired like hell~> been going out every night trying to get lost and find my way. i don't do it for no purpose~ so i'll stop~. See the pile of clothes there? yea. Fold them all. So much for OT Labels: dont make me feel inhumane Tuesday, June 1, 2010 that's it, im done.
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